First Time...

This is the first time my husband and I will be separated since we started dating. I've realized since he's been gone how little of things I have of his to keep myself going everyday. I realize how hes been holding me down for over a year now and I'm to the point I feel like i'm falling apart. I keep reminding myself it wont be forever.....but not a second passes that he isnt on my mind. I just want him home. I want to be able to wrap my arms around him and kiss him. I know I need to stay strong for him and our daughter....but how can you do that? How can I stay positive when i feel as if i can barely function day to day without him?
SailorsWife2012 SailorsWife2012
18-21, F
1 Response Feb 11, 2013

I can somewhat relate to how you feel. I'm a mom of two and my kids a from a previous relationship. I met my marine almost a year ago and we clicked and things have been great only down side is most of our relationship he's been deployed or in training. I want to breakdown and cry quite often but can't because I need be strong for my kids. The one thing that's helped it I write JB a journal that I'm giving Ryan when he gets home and it's helped a lot it very therapeutic. I would suggest that you could do that and write down things that happen for you and you daughter