Going Through Second Divorce
I am going through second divorce. Life seems to be swinging between despair and hope. After years of dealing with OCPD wife who wouldn't take medication prescribed to her and being depressed, I decided to end it. Part of me feels guilty, but mostly relieved. Thankfully I am successful professionally which brings some positivity. However, I am feeling less connected with work and losing interest. Logically I do feel I should be able to meet someone who will love me and things should work out but illogical emotional feelings keep on telling me no one will love me again and things won't work out ever again. In totality feeling very lost in life.