I Am So Mad

I was married almost 11 years the first time. Abusive emotionally and physically and finally got out of it. Met my second husband and he treated me in every way that I wanted to be treated. Would always offer me words of security because he knew I was in security.  He would tell me to take my wall down and let him in. Always told me he loved me. We had a baby and then it stopped. He quit wanting sex, he quit telling me he loved me even told me I was a piece of Sh*t and that he hated me. Finally last friday he left to go the store and didn't come back so now we are getting a divorce. I am so ticked. I gave him my heart and once I did he threw it away. I never thought I would sour to the idea of a relationship but I feel now that I could never be a in a relationship with anybody. But I guess the only thing I can and will do is concentrate on my children. They are my life and that will keep me going.

lvr06 lvr06
1 Response Aug 8, 2008

When your going through a situation like yours, life can be so hard to cope with. No matter how many<br />
blows these marriages have dished you be of good courage, and know that you are special. You have <br />
purpose and your surviving through these two divorces can help someone else to survive through theirs. Hears a smile for you.