I Am So Mad
I was married almost 11 years the first time. Abusive emotionally and physically and finally got out of it. Met my second husband and he treated me in every way that I wanted to be treated. Would always offer me words of security because he knew I was in security. He would tell me to take my wall down and let him in. Always told me he loved me. We had a baby and then it stopped. He quit wanting sex, he quit telling me he loved me even told me I was a piece of Sh*t and that he hated me. Finally last friday he left to go the store and didn't come back so now we are getting a divorce. I am so ticked. I gave him my heart and once I did he threw it away. I never thought I would sour to the idea of a relationship but I feel now that I could never be a in a relationship with anybody. But I guess the only thing I can and will do is concentrate on my children. They are my life and that will keep me going.