June 24th Cannot Get Here Soon Enough.

Yesterday was the last day that I get to see him until his graduation in May. And then he will leave for AIT and come back in June.We have only been dating since November but it seems like it has been much longer we've have known each other and been friends for three years now. I saw him everyday for almost a year and now he's just gone. No phone calls. No text messaging. Maybe a few letters. It feels like he has just fallen off of the face of the earth now. I don't know how I am going to get through this. He is my closest friend and most cherished loved one and unfortunately I depend on him a lot. I depend on his advice and companionship. No one else I know understands what it is like to hate something so much but still letting someone you love go off and do something that you don't agree with because it makes them happy
NikkiWilson NikkiWilson
1 Response Mar 1, 2011

I just feel completely broken without him here. I can't stop thinking about the possibility of deployment. I can't make my mind stop thinking about him not being here and making my eyes stop crying.