Trying To Be More Positive.....

Hello all, I wish it was that simple to just think can be the hardest thing to do. But it is not impossible. I am a very negative person, but I do try to look at things in a more positive way when times get tough, just so I can get through it . People say don't stress over things you cannot control. Except what life throws at you. Well i can except that I have Bpd but I don't want to live with it, my life is a living hell with it. I'm trying to be positive and try to controlled my life and find MYSELF, all I know is I don't want to be like this anymore. In the process of becoming more positive, I have started blogs, joined websites where I can share my stories with others, I'm going to start volunteering also, so far I have been unsuccessful , maybe I'm been negative, not a lot of people comment on stories, but it's ok I've gotten some that I do appreciate, I'm doing this to better myself, and learn how others deal with life so I can learn how to help. But doing this and it not going how I would like it to go does make it hard to keep a positive mind. I just think about in the future, I can see it all working out as long as I keep on doing it.
rd2btrme rd2btrme
26-30, F
Sep 9, 2012