Face Your Reality

  I have recently learned to face my reality for what it is. Life changes at a rapid speed and I must face it every day even if I don't like it.

 There are negatives and positives in every situation. I've learned to deal with the negatives first so that they don't dwell hidden with in me breeding poison.....greive what ever negatives they may be and then move on to the postitives.

Example: Being kept in the dark about the truth of our finances and now my husband has filed for bankruptcy. 

Ok, there is a whole lot of negative in my new reality! Betrayal, lies all sorts of ugly crap..... but it's all real and it all has to be felt and then let go. If I chose to hold on to it I have chosen to put myself in jail. It's taken me 2 months to sort through it all and some negatives may rear their heads...but I'm moving on to the positives.

 Life has become more simple and it's enjoyable. I feel free from materialism and am more focused on the relationships that are a part of me. I've slowed down to re-evaluate life and I like what I am learning. I appreciate the aspects of life on a much deeper level and my exitstence doesn't feel as shallow. I feel more authentic.

 

achieve achieve
31-35, F
3 Responses Feb 22, 2009

Thas great just b prepared tat the more positive u are the negative might come ur way ... Yet it just may b u but anyway like ur story ....

Thas great just b prepared tat the more positive u are the negative might come ur way ... Yet it just may b u but anyway like ur story ....

Wow! I really feel for you. I hate to be deceived and lied to, and to let go of such a thing, needs a genuine power and big heart.<br />
<br />
I wish I could help.