April 21st 2009
At 1:30 I am to be in the court house to have the last part of my divorce settled. It has been a loooooooooooooooong 2+ years trying to settle our assets to no avail by my ex idiot. He says I just have to be nice and he would have signed the papers. LMFAO!!! Nice? NICE? Are you kidding me? I am nice, letting you live in MY house, giving up child support because you begged me to when you got FIRED for sexual harassment and I wouldn't take you sorry *** back, doing my best to not want to punch you in the head when I hear the things the boys say you are telling them about me.......GRRRRRRRRRRRR!!
It is finally going to be over......GOOD GOD PLEASE LET IT BE OVER!!!
I pray that this final chapter bring peace that washes over me and allows me to let go of my hatred, anger and bitterness a little at a time.
The quote in my profile isn't too far off is it?:
"God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference"