I Will Ruin Everything

I can feel it brewing up.
I've been too sensible for too long.
Something has to give soon.
But I have too much to lose, so I mustn't.
I have a loving, careing, devoted wife. A great house, with a great garden. A fabulous car. A wonderful job, with great colleagues and a brilliant boss.
But I can feel it coming.
One way or other I could ruin the lot.
I'm pushing my luck further than ever before.
Why oh why can't I just be happy. Or at least settle for content?
Heellover Heellover
36-40, M
2 Responses Jun 14, 2012

Don't do it, might regret it!

How beautifully incitefull. You know, I never looked at it like that. Thank you. You have inspired me to the point beyond ignoring a stupid comment. To the point where I feel it is necessary to attempt an insult.

Never tried yoga, have done tai chi though. That's irrelevent anyway, I'm perfectly capable of being calm. It's being sensible I struggle with.