Made Up My Mind.

My life isn't worth living.  So I've finally made up my mind to end it.  But I don't feel calm or at peace like you're supposed to once you've made up your mind.  I feel as miserable and empty as ever.  I guess it doesn't matter - it'll all be over soon enough.  I just have to figure out a way to do it that I won't **** up.

missyfin missyfin
26-30, F
2 Responses Feb 24, 2010

It's not selfish, and oh, how I envy those who never got a chance at this 'life' thing...because it sucks. It's the same crap everyday- work hard, get old, die and be forgotten. Why does everyone make life sound like this friggin' utopia?? Life IS prison with death sentence. I'd rather die now, before I'm old and ugly, ignored in a nursing home. I'd rather say, "Thanks, but no thanks", to life.

it will not be over for you nor the ones who care about you.. especially the ones who care about you.. thats selfish.. not everybody gets a chance at this life thing.. dont take it for granted.. talk to someone.. people will listen..