*crying*..

I am not close to a Lot of people here on EP. I have not let in a Lot of people, and I don't trust a lot of people. Just last night I was telling miserymycompany how much I Loved her, and needed her in my life, and now today, poof, she is gone. :'( She was one of my best friends on here. She doesn't answer my text messages anymore, so now I can't help but feel that I have lost one of my best friends, and I can't help but want to cry. I just feel so bad, I wish there was so much more i could have done for her, and there was so many times that I could have reached out to her, but because I was so deep into my depression, that I didn't even realize how bad she was doing.......... I am so sorry honey, I know you won't come back, and I know you won't read this, but I had to say it.....

 

Really gonna miss you

Its really gonna be different without you

Time came when you had to go

For the rest of my life

Gonna be thinking about you (yes I am)



I'll miss you my buddy

I'll miss you my friend

I promise my love for you will never end



In your finest hour I was there with you

And without you things wont be the same

But there's a higher power that we answer to

And you heard him calling your name



Really gonna miss you

Everything about you your smiling face

I know you want us all to be strong



Really gonna miss you

I know your going to that magic place

Singing you a brand new song



I'll miss you my buddy

I'll miss you my friend

I promise my love for you will never end



Really Gonna Miss Youuuuuuuuuu

 

 

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26-30
2 Responses Feb 28, 2010

I'm sorry, but how could one of your best friends to this to you? It's not your fault.

*hugs*<br />
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I wish I knew what happened....I'm so sorry.