Actually I'm Not..And if I do then I must be really dumb (which I am.)
These people hurt me so badly. They crushed my non existent ego. And often made me feel terrible. They can't do anything to take back all that they did.
And sure, now they try to be kind, they finally see I am not doing well, but it's too late.
If I miss them when I move I must be an idiot.