I Need To Be.

I've decided to love the rest of my life single. I've found that relationships and dating have been nothing but a source of pain and misery for me and I've decided I need to just be there for me instead of somebody else. Too many people out there are just too shallow, very self-centered and narcissitic. I mean, I come from an abusive background and matters of romance have caused me greater pain than anything else! Period! So, I've given up trying to find the love of my life and I'm going to be a live just for myself. I think that's best for me.

I just want to know of people out there that have made the same choice I have and how they cope. Sometimes loneliness gets to me. I need to know how I can contain my misery. Anyone sympathize?

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Feb 25, 2010