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A personal story in the experience: I Am Gothic On the Inside
I am for some reason drawn twards gothic apperal, poetry, movies, books, behavior and make-up. I have always been a . . . depressed individual, and i am assuming that has alot to do with it, but even when i'm feeling my happiest, maybe out of habit, I am drawn to it. I love it and want to explore every aspect of it. it is a fantasy that i would die to live inside. I want to dress like a vampire hooker and bite the men who take an eye to my assets. I want to walk the streets of my town with my head down, eyeliner and buckels on, listening to Atreyu. I want to feel like I am somehow shoving it in everyone's faCE who rejected me as a child by hating everything. I want to lie in my ex-lovers blood and feast on his insides for how he made me feel. . . no just kidding, lol. (See how dark I am?) I want to wear fishnets, corsits, and fake eyelashes everyday. I WANT TO BE MY IDEA OF ARTISTIC FEELING AND BEAUTY. . . . . am I insane?

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Posted Dec 11th, 2008 at 4:36PM
Nope. I feel kinda the same way, maybe not to the extreme as u do. but u look at me and ud never guess that, or that i even like metal and ****
     
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