I am definitely grateful to be alive. A few years ago when I fell real hard, all I wanted to do is die and I've tried. It didn't work out because I'm meant to be here + it wasn't my time to go...the man above had other plans for me which I'm glad he did. I regret even trying or thinking about it. I still have my bad days and suicide is the last thing on my mind. I have a wonderful man by my side, good parents, the man above loving and supporting me. I'm glad to be around and very greatful to be alive.