I Feel Like I Am Dead.

my freind is not dead,but he might as well be.he is on drugs,bad.he was warned that he may end up on a ventilator.but he still keeps useing.i have had to revive him once.it kills me to see my good freind in that shape.all the good times replaced by this disease.i just can`t watch it,it`s too much.he got beat up pretty bad trying to buy drugs.one time they threatened to kill him.it just kills me.i wished i could help him,but no one can except himself.

ghostofmyself ghostofmyself
36-40
1 Response Mar 25, 2009

are you sure it is a "friend" you are talking about...or yourself?