Looking Back At It

I was raped 7 years ago.  The memory of it comes back randomly and when it does, I play the scene over in my head.  When it does, I feel sick to my stomach.  I don't want to cry, I don't get angry, but my stomach just feels funny.  No idea why I do that.  Last time this happened was last night right before I went to sleep.

Weird.
yoyy yoyy
26-30, F
9 Responses Aug 3, 2010

Sorry that you had to go through this. A woman should be able to say "No" at any time and have it respected.

I hope so too.

Lets break his **** off. Any guy who does that to a women is low scum. I hope this bad memory fades as the years go by.

There are experiences in life that you just can't forget and when they're bad experiences that you want to forget, you sometimes just can't. It sucks. Thanks for the comments everyone xx

I can't say I know how you feel cos I don't.....But I know know that if you pray to your father and pour your heart to Him, He'd give you an answer

I can't say I know how you feel cos I don't.....But I know know that if you pray to your father and pour your heart to Him, He'd give you an answer

yea i bet its soo hard to forget something like that and i know it hurts n drive u crazy but its not your fault at all u were a child and don't know anything about this so u r just a victim of a buffalo man who did that to a child this situation should make u stronger and about your stomach i really don't know i'm sorry

yea i bet its soo hard to forget something like that and i know it hurts n drive u crazy but its not your fault at all u were a child and don't know anything about this so u r just a victim of a buffalo man who did that to a child this situation should make u stronger and about your stomach i really don't know i'm sorry

that's got to be hard,just keep your head up high,i don't think you'm going to forget something like this, but ino you can get through it,and if you ever need to talk om here,xx