Today I Chose to Live.
Today I chose to live. Not every day can I say that. I have been lucky because I have may children to make me fight to live. I have a job. Which like all jobs has its good and bad. But with that being said somedays I want to scream. My friends and support are there and here. I was lonely and didn't do much but work and take care of my family and mostly did things with my husband and the kids. But now that he is in the prison system. i am here to fight this fight alone I can't understand the many things that i am going threw. I have looked into other websites that said that the offered you a place to talk with other but all that they were pick up sites. I have no desire to do anything with anyone. I just need to say how and the world did I lose so much so fast and have someone understand. Change my life. I know that living with this is not easy. But with God's grace and mercy I will live. So today that is my choice maybe not tommorrow.