Im Scared :(I dont know my status yet. And im afraid coz i think im +. Afraid to take the test for the result. Yesterday was my birthday but its not happy that how it used to be. I experience fever chill 3 days ago everynight before my birthday. That was the 2nd week i have unprotected sex. Im afraid coz this is the first time im freaking out, cant sleep at night. Cant focus on my job and the most of it i cried most of the time till now. I think im going insanse if i find out im +. I dont where to go if ever. Im just new here in US and not established yet. I dont know if i can afford the treatment. I dont know if my family still accept me in their house. Im jut livig with my aunts house. Im afraid i need help and advise. I prayed evey day and night coz only God that one i can talk to about it.
I read a lot of the stories online and good thing i found this site. Sometimes it helps me ease the stress im having. But still im afraid. :(