HIV Chat Support, Live Online Friends

I got HIV from open heart surgery in the 80s when I was a teenager. I found it hard to cope with my disease as I knew no one else with it and I was also trying to be discreet. 1998 I started an online HIV/AIDS chat room (now on http://www.AIDSchat.org a new domain) where I could meet other HIV positive people to talk about my issues. This is a great outlet for people who live in small communities without AIDS services and also is a great way for people to talk about their problems anonymously. Not only did I find support, I found love on this live chatroom too :)
POZitive POZitive
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40 Responses Mar 8, 2009

hey anyone there?

Anyone around?

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hi looking for a friend

what is ur name please?

Hie am also looking fr a frnd can we b frnds

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I was been suffering hard shiply from HIV/AIDS since 9yrs now, and i happen to have 2 kids for my husband, and now we cannot proceed to have another kids all because of my disease and now i have do all what a human like i and my husband can do just to get my disease healed, i have went to several places to seek for help not even one person could ever help, until i melt a comment on the daily news paper that was commented by Miss Marilyn about how this powerful traditional doctor help her get cured of the disease (HIV-AIDS) " my fellow beloved" i firstly taught having a help from a spiritual traditional healer was a wrong idea, but i think of these, will i continue to stress on these disease all day when i have someone to help me save my life?" so i gather all my faiths and put in all interest to contact him through his Email address at ugbakhuanspelltemple@gmail.com , so after i have mailed him of helping get my disease cured, i respond to me fast as possible that i should not be afraid, that he is a truthful and powerful doctor which i firstly claimed him to be. So after all set has been done, he promise me that i will be healed but on a condition that i provide him some items and obeyed all his oracle said. I did all by accepting his oracle fact and only to see that the following week Dr ugbakhuan mail me on my mail box that my work is successfully done with his powers, i was first shocked and later arise to be the happiest woman on earth after i have concluded my final test on the hospital by my doctor that i am now HIV- Negative. My papers for check are with me and now i am happy and glad for his miraculous help and power.With these i must to everyone who might seek for any help, either for HIV cure or much more to contact him now at these following email now,Email: ugbakhuanspelltemple@gmail.com " sir thank you so much for your immediate cure of my disease, i must say for curing my disease, i owe you in return. Thanks and be blessed sir.My name is Jane wembli His Email address is:ugbakhuanspelltemple@gmail.com

Is this real?

I was been suffering hard shiply from HIV/AIDS since 9yrs now, and i happen to have 2 kids for my husband, and now we cannot proceed to have another kids all because of my disease and now i have do all what a human like i and my husband can do just to get my disease healed, i have went to several places to seek for help not even one person could ever help, until i melt a comment on the daily news paper that was commented by Miss Marilyn about how this powerful traditional doctor help her get cured of the disease (HIV-AIDS) " my fellow beloved" i firstly taught having a help from a spiritual traditional healer was a wrong idea, but i think of these, will i continue to stress on these disease all day when i have someone to help me save my life?" so i gather all my faiths and put in all interest to contact him through his Email address at ugbakhuanspelltemple@gmail.com , so after i have mailed him of helping get my disease cured, i respond to me fast as possible that i should not be afraid, that he is a truthful and powerful doctor which i firstly claimed him to be. So after all set has been done, he promise me that i will be healed but on a condition that i provide him some items and obeyed all his oracle said. I did all by accepting his oracle fact and only to see that the following week Dr ugbakhuan mail me on my mail box that my work is successfully done with his powers, i was first shocked and later arise to be the happiest woman on earth after i have concluded my final test on the hospital by my doctor that i am now HIV- Negative. My papers for check are with me and now i am happy and glad for his miraculous help and power.With these i must to everyone who might seek for any help, either for HIV cure or much more to contact him now at these following email now,Email: ugbakhuanspelltemple@gmail.com " sir thank you so much for your immediate cure of my disease, i must say for curing my disease, i owe you in return. Thanks and be blessed sir.My name is Jane wembli His Email address is:ugbakhuanspelltemple@gmail.com

I was been suffering hardship from HIV/AIDS since 9yrs now, and i happen to have 2 kids for my husband, and now we cannot proceed to have another kids all because of my disease and now i have do all what a human like i and my husband can do just to get my disease healed, i have went to several places to seek for help not even one person could ever help, until i melt a comment on the daily news paper that was commented by Miss Marilyn about how this powerful traditional doctor help her get cured of the disease (HIV-AIDS) " my fellow beloved" i firstly taught having a help from a spiritual traditional healer was a wrong idea, but i think of these, will i continue to stress on these disease all day when i have someone to help me save my life?" so i gather all my faiths and put in all interest to contact him through his Email address at ugbakhuanspelltemple@gmail.com , so after i have mailed him of helping get my disease cured, i respond to me fast as possible that i should not be afraid, that he is a truthful and powerful doctor which i firstly claimed him to be. So after all set has been done, he promise me that i will be healed but on a condition that i provide him some items and obeyed all his oracle said. I did all by accepting his oracle fact and only to see that the following week Dr Ugbakhuan mail me on my mail box that my work is successfully done with his powers, i was first shocked and later arise to be the happiest woman on earth after i have concluded my final test on the hospital by my doctor that i am now HIV- Negative. My papers for check are with me and now i am happy and glad for his miraculous help and power.
With these i must to everyone who might seek for any help, either for HIV cure or much more to contact him now at these following email now,
Email: ugbakhuanspelltemple@gmail.com
" sir thank you so much for your immediate cure of my disease, i must say for curing my disease, i owe you in return. Thanks and be blessed sir.
My name is jane wembli
His Email address is:
ugbakhuanspelltemple@gmail.com

I just went to that sight and all I could see what a bunch of Japanese or Chinese symbols/writing.. Nothing I could understand.

Hola

hola, como estas?

Chat en español

How will I ever find love this way?

Hello my name is john I am 30 years old and I am Locky for Love

I was been suffering hard shiply from HIV/AIDS since 9yrs now, and i happen to have 2 kids for my husband, and now we cannot proceed to have another kids all because of my disease and now i have do all what a human like i and my husband can do just to get my disease healed, i have went to several places to seek for help not even one person could ever help, until i melt a comment on the daily news paper that was commented by Miss Marilyn about how this powerful traditional doctor help her get cured of the disease (HIV-AIDS) " my fellow beloved" i firstly taught having a help from a spiritual traditional healer was a wrong idea, but i think of these, will i continue to stress on these disease all day when i have someone to help me save my life?" so i gather all my faiths and put in all interest to contact him through his Email address at ugbakhuanspelltemple@gmail.com , so after i have mailed him of helping get my disease cured, i respond to me fast as possible that i should not be afraid, that he is a truthful and powerful doctor which i firstly claimed him to be. So after all set has been done, he promise me that i will be healed but on a condition that i provide him some items and obeyed all his oracle said. I did all by accepting his oracle fact and only to see that the following week Dr ugbakhuan mail me on my mail box that my work is successfully done with his powers, i was first shocked and later arise to be the happiest woman on earth after i have concluded my final test on the hospital by my doctor that i am now HIV- Negative. My papers for check are with me and now i am happy and glad for his miraculous help and power.With these i must to everyone who might seek for any help, either for HIV cure or much more to contact him now at these following email now,Email: ugbakhuanspelltemple@gmail.com " sir thank you so much for your immediate cure of my disease, i must say for curing my disease, i owe you in return. Thanks and be blessed sir.My name is Jane wembli His Email address is:ugbakhuanspelltemple@gmail.com

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are you kily me?

on belivebol

U shld NVR lose hope know DAT there is a light at e end of a dark tunnel

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Hi can someone please tell me if it takes more than six months for hiv to show up.

I was been suffering hard shiply from HIV/AIDS since 9yrs now, and i happen to have 2 kids for my husband, and now we cannot proceed to have another kids all because of my disease and now i have do all what a human like i and my husband can do just to get my disease healed, i have went to several places to seek for help not even one person could ever help, until i melt a comment on the daily news paper that was commented by Miss Marilyn about how this powerful traditional doctor help her get cured of the disease (HIV-AIDS) " my fellow beloved" i firstly taught having a help from a spiritual traditional healer was a wrong idea, but i think of these, will i continue to stress on these disease all day when i have someone to help me save my life?" so i gather all my faiths and put in all interest to contact him through his Email address at ugbakhuanspelltemple@gmail.com , so after i have mailed him of helping get my disease cured, i respond to me fast as possible that i should not be afraid, that he is a truthful and powerful doctor which i firstly claimed him to be. So after all set has been done, he promise me that i will be healed but on a condition that i provide him some items and obeyed all his oracle said. I did all by accepting his oracle fact and only to see that the following week Dr ugbakhuan mail me on my mail box that my work is successfully done with his powers, i was first shocked and later arise to be the happiest woman on earth after i have concluded my final test on the hospital by my doctor that i am now HIV- Negative. My papers for check are with me and now i am happy and glad for his miraculous help and power.With these i must to everyone who might seek for any help, either for HIV cure or much more to contact him now at these following email now,Email: ugbakhuanspelltemple@gmail.com " sir thank you so much for your immediate cure of my disease, i must say for curing my disease, i owe you in return. Thanks and be blessed sir.My name is Jane wembli His Email address is:ugbakhuanspelltemple@gmail.com

I am not hiv positive. I would however like to know what it's like to have the disease and how people cope with it. I do know someone with it.

I was been suffering hard shiply from HIV/AIDS since 9yrs now, and i happen to have 2 kids for my husband, and now we cannot proceed to have another kids all because of my disease and now i have do all what a human like i and my husband can do just to get my disease healed, i have went to several places to seek for help not even one person could ever help, until i melt a comment on the daily news paper that was commented by Miss Marilyn about how this powerful traditional doctor help her get cured of the disease (HIV-AIDS) " my fellow beloved" i firstly taught having a help from a spiritual traditional healer was a wrong idea, but i think of these, will i continue to stress on these disease all day when i have someone to help me save my life?" so i gather all my faiths and put in all interest to contact him through his Email address at ugbakhuanspelltemple@gmail.com , so after i have mailed him of helping get my disease cured, i respond to me fast as possible that i should not be afraid, that he is a truthful and powerful doctor which i firstly claimed him to be. So after all set has been done, he promise me that i will be healed but on a condition that i provide him some items and obeyed all his oracle said. I did all by accepting his oracle fact and only to see that the following week Dr ugbakhuan mail me on my mail box that my work is successfully done with his powers, i was first shocked and later arise to be the happiest woman on earth after i have concluded my final test on the hospital by my doctor that i am now HIV- Negative. My papers for check are with me and now i am happy and glad for his miraculous help and power.With these i must to everyone who might seek for any help, either for HIV cure or much more to contact him now at these following email now,Email: ugbakhuanspelltemple@gmail.com " sir thank you so much for your immediate cure of my disease, i must say for curing my disease, i owe you in return. Thanks and be blessed sir.My name is Jane wembli His Email address is:ugbakhuanspelltemple@gmail.com

Its a crazy life living with the hiv virus.I've known of my infection since 1984.Went through horrendous things.Had post traumatic syndrome..usually soldiers who have been through trauma and loss in combat have gotten that emotional deep depression.I screamed at night and slept in my moms bed almost every night the first 2 years i found out about my hiv.Then things got worse.Everyone i knew in my support group of friends died one by one.Its now 30 years later.I have a part-time job and great health insurance because of covered california.Yet i stay at home when i'm not at work.Have no friends to go out with and have become a recluse.Lately my health has taken a small turn for the worse and hopefully a new drug regimen will get me back on track and i'll become healthier again. I cope by expressing myself and talking to my mom and having my cats..and looking on the positive things in life..I don't want to leave my life..I wish i had friends.I wish i had my life back before hiv..a second chance.

oi. sou rosane tenho trinta e nove anos. sou portadoro a 17 anos. fui enfequitada num relacionamento enguavidei e peguei o viros no mesmo tempo. ele sabia que tinha, minha filha falecei com um ano e cete mezes. estou bem levo avida muito bem guostaria de conheser novas peçoas.

After how long your s guys first simptom show up and you know that you have hiv ?..I mean months ..thanks a lot for answer.i slept with woman before 8 month ago for some reason I think I have hiv.a don't want to go do test now.

I tink u shld jus to b on e safe side or first go fr counselling tlk to smeone u cn trust who wl nvr judge u

Hello i go by ItalianButterfly I'm 52 of age an also H.I.V Pos.I am also new to the computer. So one thing I dont have are many people to talk to. The people that I called my friends were not. As soon as they found out my cond they all stopped calling and ect. Well it is sure nice to know that their are people out there like you who are caring. Well I will come on again to chat and to say whats up. ItalianButterfly.

Hie butterfly kip flying lyk a butterfly b happy jus bcz u pos doesn't min u not human forget abt those who be left u wlk w those who still by ur side HIV is manageable if u jus accept tink abt all those who he diabetes wch is equals to organ failure amputations so i tel u nw mage ur health nw n dnt add on otha illnesses n dnt let anyone digrade u

Hi there I need your advice.
I did give a blow job to a guy that had his penis dirty of dried ***** ( basically didn't take shower after his previous ejiaculation ) and as soon as I realized a spit it out! He told me he's hiv positive therefore I am paniching now cause I don't know If I am at risk of transmission . Also he toldd he's on meds and undetectable!
Please help me
Thanks
Gita

oi. primeira mente vc ja fes o exame. se noa fez tem que fazer e em segundo luguar vc tem que usar camizinha mesmo que nao tenha o vrs ta serto.

HI. i am HIV positive through rape. have done much research and am appalled at how ignorant people are of the disease. Its not at all true that you can live forever on antivirals. The antivirals given by doctors destroy your cells, make you more susceptible to heart attacks and diabetes. ALso people live on average 15 years with medication, and 10 years without. The pharmaceutical industry is big business. Please educate yourselves about alternative therapies for hiv. Especially google this:<br />
bob becks protocal for hiv/ also see hulda clarke on google for hiv.

spread disease

sou hiv ha 20 anos. to esperando ha cura,,,moro no......... brasil......muitas pesquisas em andamento...visite minha pagina....ricardo rik ...face book......

I am a 55 year old male who contracted HIV in 1990. I have come through many crisis and am still here to tell the tales. I do find it a lot harder to cope with the disease as I become older. Especially working with public health as the dollars are not there any longer to combat this disease and our government does not appropriate healthcare funding to HIV/AIDS and even to Social Security and Medicare. <br />
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I am currently suffering from higher degree of depression and anxiety, along with being undetectable with a T Cell count of 84. They say I need to quit working to be able to get better, but if I quit working my now part time job, I will for sure get more depressed and have more anxiety as I will have no income. To get Social Security, I have to be off work, so I am in Catch 22...i call this my Twilight Zone of Red Tape.<br />
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I would like to chat with others to see if they have the same issues and maybe we can help each other out with the red tape dilemma together. I live in Florida, very small town, no one to talk to too much here. wouldn't tell anyone, it would be all over town. And I would like to try to give support to those who think they cant do this..YOU CAN!! <br />
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I will hope to hear a response back and if you know of a place to really get some online chatting down, please direct me there.

oi. sou rosane, faz 17 anos que sou portadora temho alguns altos e baichos mas estou levando. vencendo o preconseito nao liguo para o que os outros dizem mas o que eu penço. que eu sou como qualquer outra pesoa doente e quem tem preconseito.

Might b a thousand miles away BT jus a fon call away if u nud to chst

iam evangelist pastor susie houston will like to talk to people with hiv and aids and get to no them and they get to no me i like to fellowship with them on line god have put them on my heart to work with them and other people wit some sickness iam very anonited woman and iam a woman of god i have group that god put on my heart the name of it is woman of god /godly woman who speakout for hiv and aids peopleand other /anonited woman / woman of prayer circle / thank you

hola a todos me llamo andy tengo 35 años,me gustaria conocer amigos que esten en la misma situacion que yo.estoy un depre por la soledad y los problemas de la vida ,pero se que hay mas personas como yo que estarian dispuestos ha brindarme su amistad y cariño,si alguien desea puede escribir a mi msn andywil76@hotmail.com espero que me escriban y conocer a muchos amigos ,cuidense un abrazo

Hi Tina.... you are suffering from the same diseases as a friend of mine. My friend also had pneumonia, TB and asthma at the same time. Luckily she was completely healed from TB by taking it's meds. It was tough when she was hospitalized but she became well after 7 days so...I believe you can also survive it... your immune system is still strong at 532 cells and the viral load is not bad at 22000, my friend's viral load was 669000. So you see... just stay positive and pray. Good luck

Hi, i dont mean to be gloomy but i just need to talk , i am + and have know since 2002 but from 2007 i started havin bouts ofv pnuemonia, broncho pneomonia in 2007, it was not that bacd but the pnuemonia i had in 2009 was bad coupled with TB. Now 2011 i am in hospital again with pneumonia . My CD4 is 532 and viral load about 22000, if ther is a doctor on this site i just need to know, is it possible for me to survive this one as well, i would really like to hear those words, just to put me at ease cause i am really struggling and stressing. <br />
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Tina from South Africa

Hey there Tina am in sothafrica u can chat w m 24\7 if u want n share ideas

My sister contracted HIV when she was fourteen years old through rape. I really want to help but do not know how.....she statrted drinking and sleeping out when she was eighteen she is now nineteen and she is loosing it, she had not told anyone about being raped and HIV she only told me this weekend. I really want to help her but do not know what to say, please help me

HI I WANT TO BE FREN D WITH ANY PERSON HAVE HIV MY MAL IS dalas _84Ka@hotmail.com 10 X

I am so sorry with the way you contracted this disease... I know even if you contarct it through unsafe sex, you don't deserve to have it. No one deserves to have this illness, it's unfortunate that it came into the world to destroy GOD's children. But I thank God that you are still alive up to today. It gives me hope as a newly diagnosed

NVR lose hope

im hiv +. dont have much friends. ive lost the person whom i thought we will be togther for life because i told him that im positive. i just need friends some people to talk to

wow it's like that that just mean's that he did not care for you in the begain friend's is not soupose to leve one other in the time of need they need to be closer to us but that's ok you have friends up here

Hey u not alone

should it really matter HIV or Not if you contract it you cannot get rid of it you just have to fight it the best way you know how! never let anyone say it's your fault (your not to blame) if it really wasnt your fault. but if it was consider using more reliable form of protection next time!!!!!!!!!!!

Hi there thank you for shareing something so imperative on HIV. Now I am going to start by telling you a little bit about myself. It was back in May 26th 2006 that I had contracted HIV diease through being raped. my intial reaction to the fact I had HIV brought tears to my eyes I was only 24 years and a half I was alone when I was in the consultation room of the HIV clinic and all I felt was dumb, I felt relieved in away that I finally knew why I was constantly bleeding from one side of the nose. <br />
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For many months after I would lock myself in my room and be crying none stop, thinking I'm such a failure, why did it happen to me, I would think It dashed every dream I planned for my life. When I left college I had wanted to pursue a career as a air hostess, but I guess this dream will never be fulfiled again! <br />
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It was 4 years ago when I was infected, I put the guy who did it in prison for his wrong doing. I wasn't about to let him walk away from what he did to me. Just goes to show you can be health one minuet and the next someone can just take your health away from you forever.<br />
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i'm glad Im faced with a life with HIV because to all my tormentors and all who judge me I will never be dragged down to your level, if anything my experience has made me a very strong independent woman. <br />
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I am now looking forwards to my 30th birthday on sep 27th 2010. Instead of sitting there and dwelling on my HIV I now have the integrety to move on with life, because I am still me. I won't change for anyone and if people think I should they obviously shouldn't have been in my life at all. (They are so ignorant)!!! thanks to L. Oawoliyi for being around for me throughout the last four years I couldn't have survived without your unfading friendship. I seriously love you my friend! don't ever forget it. xxxx

I would really love if you could contact me I need someone to talk to

hello! I recommend http://www.positivemeetic.com<br />
It is the best meeting site in the world used by people suffering from sexually transmitted diseases. it is having an incredible success!!<br />
.. you can chat using the webcam.. there is the biorhythm ..the affinity test.. you can share photos, music, videos ... there is the 3dcity, three-dimensional city where you can meet real people ...<br />
Music.. video .. medical forum..you can create your own blog! It is free and funny !!!!!!<br />
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youtube: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TPfw-UtOAA8&feature=channel_page

People fail to realize one thing. You dont die from having HIV. You die from not taking care of yourself when you have HIV. As long as you take your medications and do what the doctor tells you to do, you can live as long as you're meant to live. <br />
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Since finding out about my status, I found out that 5 of my close friends are also positive. Its crazy because if you stopped and looked at them, you would never guess they were positive and thats only because they do what they have to in order to remain on this earth.

thanks i really needed to here that so meny people was tell me that i was going to die with the hiv i going to do just what you said just take care of my self that is what i was doing anyway my doctor said that i did not need the med's though but i been doing alot of things to buld up my system like workn out and taken multivitamin and it have all kinds of fruits berry carrots apples in it i also drink green tea it bulds up your system too and anther thing i drink alot of ginger beer it is all natural but good for you

That's awesome! I really would like to talk with u I'm scared and need a friend

Yup, almost 20 years now. Back in the day I tested positive, doctors told me to say goodbye to my loved ones and I was waiting to die for the first few years (now a days docs know its a manageable disease and do not tell you to give up all hope). But after a while I realized I still had a life to live and now I am living!

Me too ,we still alive as long as you don't give up so live you life with the meaningful ,good to hear that

i think you mage awise decission, to share with other people, we all have SOMETHING that we have to deal with.

Good subject to write a story. I am glad you found the one for you too :) Best wishes to you :) Hugs*

NP MizzBlue!<br />
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Yes it's definitely imperative. I was alone for many years with this subject, but once I opened the doors to the world, I have had many people to talk to about my disease and it's progression. I also get a lot of tips for finding services.

THANK you so much for posting this!! I think it is IMPERATIVE for anyone who has this to be in contact with a support group.