Yes people call me crazy and people think i am dumb but honestly i dont feel that way. i got married august 4th and im really happy with the decision i made to marry him. i love him with all my heart and it is quite clear that i would never hurt him nor would he hurt me. i hate the people that sit there and crucify me for this. it is my damn life stay out of it, you dont know how i feel about him, i love him mroe than words could ever say. he is the biggest part of my life and people actually dont see how much he has changed my way of thinking and feeling. i was abused my entire life and he has never laid a hand on me let alone yelled at me. that is honestly very important to me. i have made him mad and all he did was walk away. he is also very considerate of my feelings. if he knows that i am sad he will try his hardest to put a smile on my face. alot of people sit there and think she is dumb but i dont care how anyone else feels about this decision i have made because all that matters is that we are both happy in the lifestyle we shall live.