Don't Know Where To StartI don't know what to write. I don't know why I feel the way I do or why I've felt this way for so many years. Writing used to come really easy to me because I always thought I had it all figured out why I felt this way. I could blame it on many things but truth is no matter what situation I am in, this feeling still haunts me.
Everyone thinks I am ok right now. When I go out in public I put on my best smile but I am dying on the inside. My family and friends don't know how I haven't left this bedroom in days. When they call or text & if I feel like answering or getting back to them later I make up some excuse.
I believe everything happens for a reason so I'm hoping my stumbling on this website is my answer to getting better.