Bi-polar Survivor

Anyone who suffers with bi-polar.Should all know that it's not easy.All the **** we feel,Suicidal Tendencies,Anger,Depression,Etc.We get labeled as crazy,psycho and before, this use to bother me but for the last 3 years.I could care less what people label me.Yup I'm Bi-polar and I have social anxiety disorder and I have multiple scars on my arms and wrists.BUT now that I stopped caring about what
"Society"thinks I have became a better person.I'm on one anti-depressant and I use to be on  a handful of medicines daily.I haven't been admitted to mental hospitals since I was 17 and before then I went for a total of 7 times.I found what I wanted in life and what I love in life and I went from there.All my compulsive tendencies I focused onto something I really enjoy.I let go of hate towards people that never really cared or hurt me in bad ways.I still have self-esteem issues on how I look on the outside and I'm working on that still but I'm happy on the inside.To all the people with Bi-Polar we have something that no-one else can ever have.To us it comes naturally to be the life of a party or to be really good at something.We have ups and downs but thats what makes us who we are.You can call me one day and I might be lounging around all day in my pajamas but the next day I'm probably scrubbing walls or starting one thing and going to a next before the first is finished.I am happy to be me.

antisocialbutterfly antisocialbutterfly
26-30, F
2 Responses Apr 11, 2007

Good for you! <br />
Dx

Good for you! <br />
Dx