God Truly Is the Key For Loving Our Self's

Well there was a time in my life when i hated myself so much. I was the type of person people wanted to hang with because they thought i was so happy. Little did they know i was dying inside, funny isn't it how we can put up a good front with happiness... when we're really feeling the opposite. I consider my a happy person now, truly blessed. Now that i am a born again christian ... have been since 1976 but backslide for about 14yrs. That is why I was so miserable because without my Heavenly Father God; His precious Son Jesus and The most powerful influence in my life the Holy Spirit , I wouldn't be the person I am  today. I praise God everyday for His faithful words : I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU NOR FORSAKE YOU. Thank You Jesus. Sometimes our worst enemy can be ourselves.

diamondgirl diamondgirl
46-50, F
2 Responses Apr 30, 2007

Please pray for me. I am feeling intense self-hatred and my fiance is going through the same thing. Both of us were badly abused as children. We need a miracle of healing and self-love. I asked God for this miracle this morning and then He lead me to your story. Thank you for so honestly sharing. It hurts so bad to hate yourself. My heart goes out to all the people who feel this way. But I know God is on the way to heal me because He showed me your story today. He finally got it through my head that I can't do this alone. No amount of therapy or work on self-esteem will do this. Only He can do it and I trust Him. I am beginning to feel hopeful again. Have a wonderful day! God is good all the time, a very present help in trouble!:)

praying for you

you are so right... i thank God for you and will keep you in my prayers. God bless