Yep, I Am!A friend told me that she thought that I was always doing things that seem enjoyable and that I was full of happy thoughts. And then it hit me...I AM happy. I haven't always been so but at the moment things are wonderful.
xRocks and I have a good relationship which seems to be growing in different directions from time to time, keeping it interesting.
I have friends here on EP and in real life...and have come to the conclusion that the ones on EP are my best buddies :)
I'm facing most of my fears face on, and not dwelling on things too much.
I feel useful in my family, community and in the wider world...I feel like I have found my place in the world.
My kids are all happy and healthy and I get kisses and cuddles from them every so often.
I like myself!
This hasn't always been the case. And some of you have come along the journey for me. I also know that it won't always be the case either...I'll have crappy periods, but I almost welcome them now because I now know that I'll get through them without falling apart.
(remind me of this story, will ya, when I start to waver)
Isshe 36-40, F 12 Responses 3 Feb 14, 2011