Mamma I'm Sure Hard to Handle Now!

I chose that picutre! You like?? I thought it made sense.

Well, hunny.. I'm hard to handle. I really don't know a man that has ever been able to handle me or handle me for very long. I am that pushy Taurus!

I am anxious, pushy, hyper, lazy, needy, aloof, independant, clingy, crazy, nerdy, opinionated, not a good listener and ever changing! That's a women's perogative dammit!

Most men run scared away from me! I require a lot from a man so I have gotten used to being alone. I have been on my own so long and sick of my heart getting broken that I find guys that are disposable. Every once and a while I get attached to them and then they start pulling away. I really don't know if I could ever find a man that could really hold on to me and satisfy me, let alone keep my attention!

I'm the girl who starts ************ the minute you are done and I'm ready to keep going! And I might go for another 30 min. I am hard to satisfy. Many have tried and many have failed. And I get so sick of teaching men how to make love.. I would rather teach women. Dammit I want a good lover! Is that so freakin hard!!>>?? That, and I've cheated on nearly every guy I've been with.. Guys do it ALL THE TIME!!!

I like being me, especially in my 30's. The older I get though, the more I think that I will always be alone. but maybe things between men and women get better with age. Who knows? It would take a very special man with a lot of understanding and grace to hold me close.

I really don't hold out hope for a good man. I'd rather be happy just on my own. I think too much, so holding out hope is not something I do well.

So wish me luck. It's still gonna be a crazy ride!

PinUpPaige PinUpPaige
31-35, F
Feb 9, 2009