I'm Having An Affair With My Boss!

So I've been working with my boss for 12 months now and we have started to grow closer and closer. At first we would talk as we can talk to each other about anything. The friendship has now turned from friendship into what we think is Love.
The problem is we are both married, he is 15 years older than me. I've only been married for 15 months (together 12 years) and him and his wife have been together for 26 years, married for around 19 years. We both have fairly young children, he has 4 and I have 3. Both of our marriages are far form perfect and we both knew in our hearts that our marriages were going to fail at some point. Meeting each other has given us the push to realise this even more.
We are now having a full blown affair. We are in love and want a future together but Im really worried about the future, I don't want to leave my husband for him incase Im using him as a scapegoat., even although my marriage is going to end with him in my life or not. Im in love with him completely but don't want this to end up the same as our previous relationships. Im hoping that we're not just *thinking* we're in love because our current relationships are coming to and end. The way I feel just now I want to be with him for the rest of my life, the feelings are the same for him. We are soul mates. We can talk about anything, we make each other laugh, our sex life is amazing. He is a very traditionial man and told me that once we can be together properly he wants the whole package including marrying me and possibly even a child together. Im just hoping we're not jumping in to then 1 year down the line realise that we've made a mistake.
Can we make our future together work out together? one of my friends know and say life is too short and to go for it if we're in love.
Are me making the correct choice on taking a change on this and following our hearts.
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26-30, F
Jan 6, 2013