Best Thing I Never Had

I knew this wasn't forever but I didn't think you would really end it like that.
I'll admit I am a little heart broken but I'm not sure why. Is it the reality that you will no longer be a distraction for me? or was I really that into you?

I think it's a combination of both. I'm not happy at home and you were a welcomed distraction. However, it appears I was not enough for you. A blow to my ego. To my knowledge, I have never been cheated on. Seems odd I would start now...... with a ring on.

And I see the irony believe me.

You knew if you told me the truth I would end this "relationship" that you asked that we start. Remember I only wanted sex initally. You said no, you wanted a relationship. I believed you so I gave you the best parts of me. I will always give someone the best of me until you prove you don't deserve it.

Now, you don't deserve the best of me. In fact now, you can't have any of me. And no we can't be friends. You didn't think that was really an option did you? You can keep on trying to communicate but I will continue to delete your messages un-answered

You were warned but I guess you didn't believe me when I said - when it's over it's over.

And now.... it's over.

007love 007love
31-35, F
1 Response Dec 12, 2012

Good for you for making a decision you feel right about......feelings sometimes settle and you'll know what is right in that moment.