No Regrets

I started an affair last year and am loving it! I haven't seen my lover since last year (we live a few hours apart, and with each of us having young kids, work commitments and a spouse, we don't get together too often). I'll see her next week for the first time in two months and we're both so horny in anticipation. It's going to be awesome and even now I'm feeling turned on thinking about her.

My lover and I have enjoyed so many longed for sexual experiences. I especially love it when she goes down on me and swallows my load (something my wife has never done). She loves it when I give her an ****** with my fingers. Next week I'll give her a slow, sensual massage, using ice cubes and massage oil to tease her as she begs me to finish her off. She'll do a sexy ***** for me and ********** herself to ****** as I watch close up - oh how I love to watch! We might get a weekend away together in a couple of months in Sydney (Australia) and are talking about visiting a swingers club for the first time (neither of us have before, but it's a fantasy we've shared). I'm so excited, and a little bit nervous (but mostly excited!).

I don't feel guilty about my affair - in the past 5 years my wife has hugged me only twice (on the day my Dad died). It wasn't my choice to separate my sex life from my marriage, but boy has it opened up the possibilities. As far as I'm concerned any husband or wife can reasonably expect either chastity or fidelity, but not both - my wife forced her choice on me so must live with the consequences.