I Am Having and Affair
And enjoying every second we can find together. We are both married and happily, its just that neither of our partners is interested in sex. My lover and I both have a great time, not just sex, but picnics, walks, spa clubs and booking hotel rooms 40 miles from where we live.
Neither of us would ever leave our partners, we just needed something else and luckily we found it. We are very discreet luckily neither hubby or lover knows each other and I can really keep both relationships separate.
We have now been seeing each other for 4 months. I am scared that he will soon say he has had enough of me. It is getting near Christmas which is family time and am thinking he will wake up to what we are doing and call it a day. I am trying not to be clingy or demanding with him, but can not help how I feel about him. He says I make him alive and that I am fabulous, he sends me on average 80 texts or emails a day plus the odd phone call. So maybe I am worrying about nothing.
So fingers crossed everybody, that we will still be together after Christmas. I think if we survive the family season we will be ok. I now look more forward to seeing my b/f than I do to my husband returning from a business trip. This is scary and new territory for me.
Is there anyone else out there who is having an affair and this is their first Christmas? Have you any concerns about this festive season? Or have any other concerns about your affair?