How to Let Go?
So, I've been with this guy for 8 months and ever since this started we've had a lot of problems, mostly because of this ex girlfriend of 4 years. It's not so much her, but what she did to him, she cheated on him and made him not trust any girl. I understand him and tried helping by being as trustworthy as possible and this helped a little but what didn't help was how rude he was how it was basically what he wanted and how he wanted it. He wouldn't call for 2-3 days and thought that was alright. He would say it shouldn't matter if we don't talk that it wasn't a big deal and I just think a call a five minute call doesn't hurt anyone, he always says that I take little things too serious and that I do this because I am 2 years younger than him but it's not like that I think at 21 I know enough and two years isn't anything, I've always been through a lot but I don't blame him for what other people have put me through or take it on him. So Monday that making it 4 days ago I decided I couldn't do this anymore, I couldn't put up with all the stuff he's put me through and so I told him. I guess he thought it was like the other times where I try giving up but miss him so much that I just come back running to him. But this time I want to be serious about it. I want to show him I'm good without him. But how do I do this if he's pretty much everything I think about. I called him yesterday and regretted it so much. Now I'm stuck again!!!