So ConfusedMy boyfriend and I have been together for a yr and a couple months..in the beginning he had cheated on me and I still took him back bc it was just "something" about him. Now as the yr has progressed I believe he is still being sort of unfaithful to me. I have not once ever cheated on my lover. But when I confront him he tells me he loves me and only me. But throughout our relationship I have found messages from women and to women. Some was very inappropriate and I couldn't believe what I was seeing. How I came about this is I began to snoop (only a couple times) bc I had this gut feeling that he was lying to me about the situations. After I seen this I would confront him and tell him I was leaving. Then the "half-truth" would come out. Am I in the wrong to feel neglected? Or have doubts in my mind about if he really loves me? At times we would get in heated arguments bc I would ask questions like "u really love me"? Or "are u happy with me"? He says I ask too much but why not? I always have a feeling he is hiding something from me but he always assures to me that He Loves Me. Things now are a little bit better but there is sometimes that pull or tug at my heart that things are still hidden and are surely to come to the light. I'm so confused :/ this is really my first relationship since my bad break-up when I was 16..how do I come to trust anything in a relationship if I have this feeling sometimes? My intellect is very good when it comes to mind games...but it's been a lot more complicated bc I do know he loves me...just sometimes I feel he doesn't enough.
BriBash11 18-21, F 1 Response 0 May 9, 2012