Kind Of ...

I guess at this point... I can say I am determined to heal the hurts I've endured one way or another.
As for changing...  I will not change 'me'.  BUT, I am trying to change the way I do and handle things, by putting ME ahead of some things that I normally would have put front and center. 

I have come to realize that *I* am deserving' of that.  I never deserved to be put on the back burner with NO heat whatsoever.  So degrading to know/feel that I wasn't even worth being put there to at least 'simmer'.
BooBooBunny BooBooBunny
46-50, F
May 16, 2012