She Broke Her PromiseWell I have had a crush on a guy for a while now and I wanted to ask him out but I was nervous. So I thought it would be best if I asked my friend's advice, she told me that she needed to met the guy before she figured out what I should do. Because she is my best friend I introduced her to him, I told her not to hit on him. She tried to hit on him, it made me feel really bad, did she really not care about our friendship? My friend after meeting him begging me to say good things about her when I was talking to him, talk her up more less. I gave in after a few weeks of her hasstling me. He didn't seem interested in her, but I was trying to be a good friend for her and more less changed his mind. He agreed to go on a date with her, after a few dates they told everyone they were officially dating. Since then, I felt horrible.
She doesn't deserve him, I know I sound spitful and mean but it's the truth. She has cheated on her last two boyfriends and I don't want him to get hurt. I was trying to be the bigger person by telling myself over and over that friends came before misters. The sad truth is she has never been a good friend. Whenever I was sad she would just change the topic, like I really can't believe I talked her up to him. I miss him, he was only my friend a few months before I began having feelings for him but he was there for me more than she was there for three years.
I know I'm young and people think I don't know much about love or anything but I know when I miss someone. Should I tell him? Let him go and get his heart broken like the rest? Should I smile and play along with them? Or should I just stop talking to both of them because this is killing me.
mysteryteen 16-17, F 4 Responses 0 Apr 27, 2012