i was dating such an amazing guy.. we lasted for 9 months but he decided to break up. it was all good even tho thing went down hills cuz of ppl.. we tried to make it last n still great. but he couldnt handle it any more. a week after we broke up.. he got wit a girl tat i just made up wit and acutally became friends with. it crushed my heart when i heard bout it.. he was really my first true love.. i was so mad n heart broken. evreyday i cried n hurt my self. it went crazy evrey time. i didnt no wat to do. i wanted to kill my self rite on the spot. no one understood me. i was crushed and broken. ppl was trying to help me with all kinds of way but i kept hurting my self.. i hate this feeling..