I Don'T Think I Will Ever Find Someone.
I have come to terms with the fact that I will always be single. I always like men who don't like me back. I think I am always going to be that woman who men will just want something physical with but nothing more. It makes me very sad to think this way because I think I am a good person with a good heart. I feel like I have been beat down so many times that I would almost be too afraid if someone was actually interested. I have had a major crush on a guy I work with for the last couple of years. We were really good friends at first but it all went downhill after we slept together (which was something we did out of curiosity). We have slept together a few times since then and we text all the time like we are still friends but that's it and it hurts me so much because I want to explore something more with him and he doesn't. I know I should let him go but I keep liking him and can't stop. I really want to meet someone else so I can just move on from him but nobody I have been remotely interested in has reciprocated that interest. My heart is just so broken over it.