I Am Heart Broken

I Don'T Think I Will Ever Find Someone.

By: glittergirlinnyc

Written on January 31st, 2013

I have come to terms with the fact that I will always be single. I always like men who don't like me back. I think I am always going to be that woman who men will just want something physical with but nothing more. It makes me very sad to think this way because I think I am a good person with a good heart. I feel like I have been beat down so many times that I would almost be too afraid if someone was actually interested. I have had a major crush on a guy I work with for the last couple of years. We were really good friends at first but it all went downhill after we slept together (which was something we did out of curiosity). We have slept together a few times since then and we text all the time like we are still friends but that's it and it hurts me so much because I want to explore something more with him and he doesn't. I know I should let him go but I keep liking him and can't stop. I really want to meet someone else so I can just move on from him but nobody I have been remotely interested in has reciprocated that interest. My heart is just so broken over it.

By: glittergirlinnyc

Age: 36-40 , Female

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glittergirlinnyc

Thank you all so much for the lovely words of encouragement. Very much appreciated.

Feb 2
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theresalwaysmore

been feeling the same way. i hope theres some sort of comfort in knowing that youre not the onlly one. it happens to me constantly and to you and to a lot of other people. I need to take my own advice. but we need to stop looking for love, and trying to get over someone with some other person. its doesnt completely work. theres something beautiful about being able to be alone and be happy. and not needing anyone to feel. just ourselves. I say, feel the pain. the heartache. get to know it. and then let it go.:) best of luck

Feb 1
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kaybudd22

I feel where youre coming from...its a shame how good people are always walked over and lied to..time and time again..but dont lose faith..if a man cant love you for you or even recognize the good inside of you, hes a fool. The guy you speak is such a fool for toying with your feelings..he has no right to your body if all he wants is friendship. He shouldnt put you through that grief, that heartache. I hope your heart can be healed..

Feb 1
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faithfullover

can you see the other side?....Try...and don't give yourself so freely...it becomes cheap...when we value ourselves others will value us too...

Feb 1
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Frenel

Yeah, it hurts, but if you can't get what you need from him, you know what you need to do. I know that's hard to do because even if he can't return the love, at least you have someone there.

Jan 31
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