I Am Helpless
For years I was trying to find the right person to fall in love with and failed a number of time and almost got married. But not to my Stacey.
It all happened one day when I was on line alone in my apartment in connecticut when my 15 year old neice was bothering me to chat online with this sweet girl stacey she was talking to.
At first I told my neice to leave me alone and I wasn't gonna do it. You see I just had surgery and I couldn't go out of my apartment and I was in a wheel chair.
I got really mad at my neice Tina and I agreed to chat with stacey. Tina was right She was sweet and fun and I was having the best time on line with her. After a week or two I asked Stacey to call me and left my number at the end of an E-Mail and went to bed.
A few hours later I got a call and I didn't know who it was until she told me some of the things we had talked about on line. I told her she had a nice voice and I'm glad she called. We talked for hours, and she hung up because she had to go to work to teach the children.
My wife was a school teacher till she got to sick to do it anymore. a few more calls and then I talked her into comming up to meet me in person. She said she knew where I lived and she would call me when she was almost here.
I made dinner and we talked and watched t.v. and she left around 11:30 pm because she had to go to teach the next day.
A few more visits and we were hooked on each other and we got married. I spent 8 years of my life with a dream of a girl and 3 of them we were married for.
We remained married until she passed away Oct 27,2008. I Miss her so. She was to young, hell we both were to young to leave each other. I'm 39 and she just turned 40.
I wounder if I will ever find another angel like her again and if I can Love another Person after Stacey.
