I dont like this feeling Im having today. My stomach is in a knot and up in my throat at the same time. I have been ok but feel that most of the people Iv gained, here and in my life are slipping away, It really is hard to not think people really dont care, that if it doesnt benefit them they stray. Is that what this world is about. No one seems to be loyal anymore. It may be me, as I have said many times before, expecting to much. So how do I stop this. I have been social and freindly and will not stop doing that. However I will not chase or pursue those that only associate with me when I talk to them, to me that means they could care less. I dont have time for that. Want to say f.... off, but thats not me. Oh somebody tell me what to do please.