Overwhelmed!

There will always be people that will disappoint you. That is just life. In real life and online. Yes, there are some people that only want to achknowledge you for their own benefit. Believe me, I know! And when you enlighten them about your decisions on things that you feel about, you are then judged for it. I for one, am not here to please others. That is not why I am here. I found this place to find others like me. What that means, I am not sure. I am not saying that I am different, but just maybe for someone to understand me. Or, just maybe tell me why I am here. Not here online, but here as in alive. I have met some pretty interesting people that I would love to meet in person, but of course, that may never happen. It is just nice to know that there are people out there that do have a soul. :)

Ok so now what, If Im going someplace is it always going to be hidden from me, the location. I would like to atleast know something. Please Im here for advice to. Most dont have much advice I guess thats why they are here too. Hey Ive seen a lot and been thru alot and can share that. Most of my "issues" stem from others actions, which I cant control. However I can leave them in my dust or rear view mirror. Eventually they will fade away and that saddens me that they have to miss out on what is to be. As I said I cant control them, just dont expect me to be a follower because I am on my own road and will move at my pace. Only one thing will change that. That is if I share that road with someone, Then I will work with that person to move forward together.

Yes I do feel this way and it's a comfort to know someone out there believes in themself as well.It hasn't been easy to become who we are ,it took work on every level and in the end we find we are more alone than we imagined because people are so damn indiffererent abouteverything. I am like you a ver strong decissive individual and feel there will come a day of recognition ,I just hope it isn't at my ulogy. Ha Ha

Exactly, Glad you understand. I am pushing forward and will not let the way they are stop me. I say if you are not with me then you will be left behind, and thats to bad because when I get to where ever it is Im going , Its gonna be wonderful. Do you feel like this?

I have found that people are a big disappointment for the mostpart. They usually lack the courage to come out of themselves like yourself and baring your heart mind and soul. This takes real courage and people seem to be indifferent to us who write and disclose ourselves they are neither hot or cold just a disappointment. I think education and challenges help us with empathy and inspiration to communicate with othrs but really who's there to give a rats ___about our courage to come out with our own feelings and thoughts. I'm let down as you are in most folks yet I keep plugging away because I learn daily from speaking out and some souls even tell me they appreciate it from time to time.I just despise being on the giving end without some appreciation, It;s like a weird passive aggressivness I think with some folks, mostly they are in denial of who they are and can't handle intimate issues as it might somehow point in their direction.