I Am Here To Bare My Soul
Sometimes I wish someone would just walk up to me and say straighten up boy and smack some sense into me.
Sounds stupid but that may be what it takes, unless I take care of me myself.
Anyhow, I am just tired of me, and the fact that my insurance isnt paying anymore. So now I have to be a d... and pressure my doctor to get off his *** and get me the letter I need so I can get my meds. Because this not taking them, is starting to effect me. I really thought I could do it without them but today I say what I used to be like come back. And know that I will die if I dont get back on them. Because I cant be that sad again. The crying all the time for no reason and at the drop of a hat isnt ok anymore. Its to hard to hold in. I like being able to smile, and want to smile.
Sounds stupid but that may be what it takes, unless I take care of me myself.
Anyhow, I am just tired of me, and the fact that my insurance isnt paying anymore. So now I have to be a d... and pressure my doctor to get off his *** and get me the letter I need so I can get my meds. Because this not taking them, is starting to effect me. I really thought I could do it without them but today I say what I used to be like come back. And know that I will die if I dont get back on them. Because I cant be that sad again. The crying all the time for no reason and at the drop of a hat isnt ok anymore. Its to hard to hold in. I like being able to smile, and want to smile.
By:
wodman1
Age:
46-50
,
Male
