They'd Kill Me If They Knew...

It doesn't really show on here, but in the real world I'm an incredibly shy person.  I have no confidence, and because of that people tend to walk all over me...


I especially have trouble with my flatmates.  I live with a group of people who took a very obvious dislike to me the moment we started living together.  There are three of them that I don't get on with (the others are one girl whom I am friendly with, and my boyfriend).  Personality wise, there is the quiet one whom I have only ever heard talk once or twice, the uber bossy one whom makes more mess than the average hurricane and has a selective hearing problem that you would not believe, and the one who glares at me if I say so much as "Good morning" to her.


I started coming to EP because I needed a place to vent.  I was worried about becoming depressed because of the constant upset that these people call me (for more information, see my blog) and really needed a place where I could rant and let off steam.  If I used my real name, or anything that linked my Ryuuzaki to who I really am, I'm sure they would murder me in my sleep...

Ryuuzaki Ryuuzaki
22-25, F
4 Responses Dec 15, 2008

Thanks Groffy. It's always good to hear from you too :)

Like you and many others, I am here to be anonymous also. Not that anyone would kill me or I have anything to hide, but because I work in a church community, I need space to open and express myself without fear of upsetting those of the "right and tight" genre.<br />
Yet thru EP we also tend to gather a small circle who have time and take care for each other. This has been incredibly sweet for me - and I know the same is true of others in their pain.<br />
Thanks Ryuuzaki, for being part of EP and my circle.

From what I've heard, many people seem to come on EP to be anonymous. It's really great to have that kind of freedom.<br />
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Welcome to EP, though, and I hope you're going to be a lot happier next week :D

Your comment makes me smile. So there you are! It has been a depressing week for me but like you and the other "am here to be anonymous" I turn to EP (only registered tonight) so you should be less worried about becoming depressed because you just made someone SMILE! Yeah!