Little Town Life..
I am so homesick, I have come to a point where I just want to be back in louisiana. I loved it there, I spent my whole life there. I dont miss the drugs, the abuse, or the pain, but I miss feeling like I belong. I dont belong in this big city it just isnt me. I like living out where everyone knows everyone. Maybe I just have to adapt to this enviroment.. My life has been full of adaptations, I know I can do it again. I just dont feel right living in a place like this. I just want to know that I belong somewhere, I never believed that I belong in that little town, I also didnt think that I would miss but I do. I guess everyone goes thru a little homesickness when they move. I just walk down the street and see all these faces that I dont know. When I walked around in my old town I knew every face, I was comfrontable with that... I know that I just need to adjust to this place.. I know that there is a lot more opprtunitys here, but is it worth feeling depressed. I dont know if I want to raise my baby here, where I know no one.. Where I used to live I knew who I would want my kid to hang around and who I didnt. I guess I do need to start over and all. I just cant get the feeling of the little town life.. I miss it but I cant look back.