I Am Honest
1. I can't be very honest when I have to think about people's "feelings." I sometimes want to clear out my circle the way Turtlesplash (sp?) did so I can go back to using this place as therapy. I'd answer Q's, and that would be that.
2. I am finding it difficult to stop being sad lately. Sometimes I'm angry, but that upsets people. Angry makes me feel better, because at least I'm not so completely impotent when I'm angry. But sad hurts people less.
3. I've been thinking about suicide again lately. First time in years. It's not really anything more than vague musings, really, but it's there. It sounds much more peaceful than the days I've had lately.
4. This place used to be the only place I could find some solace. I'm still on here almost all the time (phone, tablet, computer, whatever - I stay on, regardless of where I am). But now I am not so sure it helps. It may be a contributing factor.
5. I miss some of the people on here who have left.
2. I am finding it difficult to stop being sad lately. Sometimes I'm angry, but that upsets people. Angry makes me feel better, because at least I'm not so completely impotent when I'm angry. But sad hurts people less.
3. I've been thinking about suicide again lately. First time in years. It's not really anything more than vague musings, really, but it's there. It sounds much more peaceful than the days I've had lately.
4. This place used to be the only place I could find some solace. I'm still on here almost all the time (phone, tablet, computer, whatever - I stay on, regardless of where I am). But now I am not so sure it helps. It may be a contributing factor.
5. I miss some of the people on here who have left.
By:
MyNameIsQ
Age:
22-25
,
Male
