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Betters days will come, I hope

I am still hopeful despite...

...that I'm often rejected by  friends, school, work, cliques, opportunities and past lovers.
...that things seems not going right, no matter how hard I try working to be the best I am.
....that I was always wrong in what I do and that my stars represent that I will most unlucky in my life.
...that I am too exhausted to live another day, another mornings of painful undertakings.
...that God seems not hearing me and when a little happiness comes he eventually take it away.

But, what else can I do. I learned the hardest way that no matter how I try to be in control in my life, everything seems to fall down.
So I decided to quit fighting the waves and let go. 
Come what may, endure what I can take and be the best of who we are. 
Someday its going to make sense.  I'm still hopeful because I am still alive so there's more to come may it be good or bad. 
Because everything meant to happen for a good reason. 

Just please He'll give me strength, understanding and wisdom
and  some good days in my life to enjoy. I really want to feel happy and loved somehow, I hope

 
PocketHoles PocketHoles 26-30 3 Responses Aug 1, 2010

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I hope you have a good job that you enjoy and it may fill the gap in between the time when you make more friends, acquaintences, lovers. You can take pride in doing your work well. Please try not to blame God for any misfortune. He sends us lessons to learn from not to hurt us, so try to understand that. I think if you continue to pray and meditate on how to make your life better, it will change. You must have faith and believe that it will. God bless you in your quest for a better life. xox

I hope you have a good job that you enjoy and it may fill the gap in between the time when you make more friends, acquaintences, lovers. You can take pride in doing your work well. Please try not to blame God for any misfortune. He sends us lessons to learn from not to hurt us, so try to understand that. I think if you continue to pray and meditate on how to make your life better, it will change. You must have faith and believe that it will. God bless you in your quest for a better life. xox

when all else fails, hope is all we have to cling to.....it never disappoints, there are better days to come, believe that. *hugs*