What Should I Do? Advices Please.............

i lose all my spirits.
i mean i dont see the point of trying to be a better me. because i cant see the positive things in my self anymore. maybe thats the problem here..

i feel like no matter how hard i try i always end up messed everything up.
i feel like im depressed sometime. but i think im not.
yea i cry alot and stuff but i dont wanna be depressed.

like in my job and home i feel like im so SMALL and unworthy its so not good to feel that way
i feel stupid. im so LOST..
ugh i hate feeling this way. i want to find my spirits back. my hapiness back. what should i do?
i came here to hear you all advices. i always come here when i feel like hearing advices and motivaions from people when i cant find that in my hood..

help me . please?
nonazakiyah nonazakiyah
22-25, F
Sep 18, 2012