I Love Him So Much....

But obviously i wouldn't be pining on here if there wasn't some reason or other that i can't have him. He has a gf, and i found this out after we slept together. Well here goes the whole story. we met, we dated and i said we were only going to have something casual nothing serious but he broke the rules. he would txt me and call me saying how much he cared about me, how beautiful i am, and he asked me if it was ok that he couldn't stop thinking about me. so i thought maybe he wants more. obviously i was willing to just keep it physical but everything he was saying told me another story. then we had sex. it was amazing, and i'll leave it at that. he even wanted to walk me to the door when i went back but i said no bc i didn't want nosy ppl watching us kiss, he said he would txt me tommorrow and he left. the next day came around and he didn't say boo. obviously not wanting to seem overeager i waited a couple of days. then i sent him a txt. his reply came many hours later saying somehow his friends found out what we did and didn't approve of it so he respected them enough to honor their friendship and not continue what we were doing( the sex). after that i found out he has or had a gf who knows what happened when she found out what we did because he was out late and she prob found out. but if that wasn't it and he wanted just sex, why did he string me along when he knew i didn't want to get emotionally involved? we did this whole back and forth for weeks and then he breaks it off, why can't ppl ever tell the truth. so anyway i posted a song i had heard on the radio and made me think of him. it's been a while and i can't stop thinking about him it sucks. wish i could my memory clear of him.

 

Lay where you're laying, don't make a sound

I know they're watching, they're watching

All the commotion, the kiddie like play

Has people talking, talking



You, your sex is on fire



The dark of the alley, the breaking of day

The head while I'm driving, I'm driving

Soft lips are open, knuckles are pale

Feels like you're dying, you're dying



You, your sex is on fire

Consumed with what's to transpire



Hot as a fever, rattling bones

I could just taste it, taste it

If it's not forever, if it's just tonight

Oh, it's still the greatest, the greatest, the greatest



You, your sex is on fire

And you, your sex is on fire

Consumed with what's to transpire



And you, your sex is on fire

Consumed with what's to transpire

bEttypaigE103109 bEttypaigE103109
22-25, F
1 Response Feb 20, 2010

Most Boys/Men will do or say whatever they have to in order to have sex. It's that simple. And if sex is their focus, then they don't really care about the girl/woman except superficially. <br />
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I'd say always push for a long, sexless relationship to learn everything else about each other. See if you do really appreciate, respect, care for and love each other before sex enters in. That might be a minority opinion, but otherwise you open yourself up to be abused and that's what it is if they are just out for sex. <br />
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Best Wishes! Mel