Right Now...Right now I am hurting, and my best way to get through it, is to express it. I am sick and tired of being made to feel bad for expressing how I feel, and for writing down how I am feeling. I'm over it. You have a problem what I'm posting, there is a remove from circle button, hit it, and remove me. If you are not a true friend and can't stand by me when i'm at my worst, than you won't be around to see my at my best. Will it hurt if you remove me from your circle? Of course it will! Will I be upset by it? Yes I will! Will I get over it? Hell yes I will, because I will realize you are not a true friend, and I am better off without you.
Right now I am hurting. I have no one outside of Ep that I can really express what is going on inside of me, and what I am feeling so EP is my Jounral, its where I put all my thoughts and feelings onto. Its where I get everything out. I can't afford to go to therapy, so Ep is my therapy. I am hurting right now, there is a LOT going on, and I am under a lot of pressure to keep it all together in the outside world, but EP is the one place where I don't have to pretend how I feel, I don't have to put on a mask and act like everything is okay, and No one should make ANYONE feel bad for doing that.