I took my girls to netball this morning (every Saturday) Kelli my youngest was playing with another little girl, and this little girls daddy Kel just stopped and stood back while the little girl was getting hugs from her daddy. She came over to me and just burst into tears, wanting her daddy to come and play with her, how it was time for him to come home from heaven and be with her again, cause she missed his cuddles and kisses.
All I could do was hug her and explain again that daddt could'nt come home from heaven, but he loved her and her sister and missed us all very much. Is this going to go on forever all I want to do is take away their pain but with this I can't but it tears me up inside to see them hurting. Life can be so damm unfair sometimes, I want us all to heal but I have a feeling that it's not going to happen foe a while yet if ever. God I miss him so much, I wish there was an e-mail to heaven so I could tell him.