What Happens Now ...?

Now that:

 

a. I have lived through tragedy.

b. I am no longer youthful.

c.  l struggle with a body that has many aches and pains.

d. I have become invisible to the opposite sex.

e. I can't seem to shake this feeling of despair.

f.  I  still want to be needed and wanted.

g. I'm not in the "in" group.

h. I'm so alone in my world.

i.  my swagger is gone.

j.  I still feel like I am 28 in my mind.

k. I have almost lost all hope of  being really happy.

l.  what I want to experience, will never happen.

m. I feel I still have alot to give, but no one wants it.

n.  the first half of my life  is over.

o. all of my life's experiences cannot be really shared with someone.

p. I feel that my passion is dying.

q. I want very badly to recapture romance and excitement, but no one is interested.

r.  my hair is graying.

s.  my best days are behind me.

t.  the days and weeks are flying past and I just watch them go bye without a fight.

u. I have lost the physical ability to do the things I used to love to do.

v. I am tormented by the "what ifs" that linger in my thoughts.

w. the one woman I experienced love with, has moved 2000 miles away.

x. The end feels nearer than farther.

y. My best friend is dead.

z. I hate being in the "too young to be old, too old to be young", category.

 

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Clanman Clanman
46-50, M
5 Responses Mar 9, 2010

late bloomer too, Darlene, and it's great to have the feeling that anything is possible!!!

Moreansless is right. Looks fade, in both sexes, and if you don't have a great person inside it doesn't even matter if you're good looking. Having just turned 41 myself, I feel like my life is just begining. I was a bit of a late bloomer due to some unfortunate cicumstances but now I am ready to live MY life.

the appearances count for little. It's not what women are looking for in the first plase...

back at you! thanks for the encouragement.

Don't know what to say....But I don't think that your best years are over..<br />
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So much more to experience...So many things left to enjoy...<br />
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There's someone out there for you...Just have fun and don't look too hard...<br />
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I have found that love finds you when you least expect it....<br />
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You're not invisible..I see you just fine and you're quite handsome grey hair or not..I know I don't know you well but still *hugs*