What to Do, What to Do????
My marriage sucks, I will just put it out there. I have NEVER spoken to anybody about this before. This is why my marriage sucks.... my hubby works an evening shift. We have one son, so when I get off work, it's all me. There is nobody here when I need to anything. It's either take my son or don't go at all. Plus, it's ALL on me to cook, clean, work full time, and take care of our son. I feel overwhelmed a lot of times.
Then there is my husband's drinking. He drinks at least 4 to 5 times a week. He actually gets a lot happier when he drinks, but I don't care I don't like it. He drinks at home (never goes out or drinks and drives) but I don't care, I hate that habit. Pretty much I've been told to live with it or leave. I know he will never change because he was that way when I met him. But young stupid me thought he would grow up someday, but now I see he will not.
What should I do?? He's at work all evening, he drinks (which I also don't want my son to pick up on), and he doesn't care that I don't like it. We haven't even had sex for two monthes. I want a divorse, but because I am a Christian I just don't feel that it is right.
If anybody reads this, please give me your advice. Thanks.