Ok , here it goes. I wasted my life on a drug addicted man.
I stayed with him and helped him through out his Heroin addicted
He chose drugs over me and his family . Now we are in our fifty
he is clean. If can call it that, he is still using pot.
Anyway, we now live are like Sister and brother. It has been like this for years. Never a kind word! No affection. I don't even know if I want affection from him anymore! No love life since I was only 45 years old. I am now 56 and feel my life is over. The only affection I get is from my Pup.