Done

Been married almost 19 yrs .has not been easy by any means. 7 yrs ago she lost both her parents and nothing has been right since. she is.mad at the world including me.she has mad fits of rage, we argue all the time and she often tends to get physically violent toward me.she has now developed a drinking problem and that makes things worse.sex life is null...partly cause i think i just don't like her anymore. i try but nothing ever helps. everything i say or do seems to jusare it worse. im ready to just walk but i hate too.just not sure how long i can keep doing this